Cheers and jeers today. I reached my personal goal for the weekend of 30,000 words. I have passed the halfway point, I am on the down hill slide, the hard part is over. Well if those are all true then why am I stuck. Even the last 800 words I wrote yesterday were hard to type.
So what if the Steelers lost, so what if my physical therapy is not doing what I wanted and we have to start all over again, so what if one of my writing buddies has already reached 50k (no offense Sarah, I am really happy for you), so what if I don’t think 50k will be the end of this book, but instead get me to the middle. All of these things seem to be conspiring against me, dragging me down, pulling me away from my book. I wonder if I can maintain this pace, and keep the burn going, for it seems to be fading.
Wait do I hear a voice? Is someone calling my name, telling me to look at him, telling me not to leave them hanging in the middle of the story. Is the antagonist wanting to stir up some more trouble?
How can I do this to my babies, I have watched them grow and change, learn and unlearn their lessons. I can’t abandon them to the dust bunnies now. If I do they will scream even louder and pull me back. These characters have been in my heart for many years and everytime I give up on them, they pull me back. They will not let their story go untold.
So I guess, I will bake a birthday cake for my hubby, finish assembling his birthday present and then plead with my characters to let me back in. Then we will march forward together and finish this story, whether it ends at 50k or goes to infinity and beyond. I will not let them down.
God Bless and Happy Writing,
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Palace of Twelve Pillars
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P.S Maybe it is that number 13, I do have to do something to get rid of it.